Girls don't whistle....

One of the girls I work with told me yesterday that girls don't whistle... I said.. Dear, you obviously have never met me, I am not the average girl..

Today is one of those slow days, its been raining on and off... I am kinda sad, because so many of my friends are far away. I miss them. But I guess this is all part of growing up. and I don't feel like growing up, at least not yet... That is why That staying in school for one more year. Although, I'm not gonna lie, sometimes I double guess myself.. what if I did the wrong thing.. And then I start thinking about the future and I realize that I am not ready yet. But the truth is that I have definitely learned a lot this summer. Going away was one of the best things I could've done. I learned about who I don't wanna be, and getting an idea of who I am, because.. I have not figured that one out yet, but one of the scariest things happening right now, is how a lot of my friends are getting married, having kids, going out to the 'real world' and stuff, they have things figured out... Its like. ummm what's going on? I cant even figure out if I wanna go to grad school or not. But enough about that.. I don't feel like typing about the future anymore!! until next time ..................